I admit I failed last year as I had wanted to lose at least 50 pounds and instead I feel like I gained 50 pounds. I know I didn’t gain that much but I am sure I gained some. All I can do is place it in the “LORDS” hands and move on as 2015 is right around the corner. Only this year I am going to lose this weight as I am tired of always hurting and feeling bad all the time.   I hate going to pick Charlie up from school and seeing all the young moms and how much energy they have and how nice they look.…