The closer we get to May and Mothers Day the more I find myself slipping back into the depression I suffer. For a couple of different reasons and the first one is it’s Suzzane’s Birthday and also Mother’s Day and it just so happens she was born on Mother’s Day which makes the Holiday even that much harder to face. On top of that my mom has passed away, and I miss her so much that seeing all the items for moms and not being able even to call my mom hurts. So there are days I don’t even feel like getting out of bed. Which I can’t do because I…