Its hard to believe I can’t pick up the phone and call and tell you Happy Birthday I love you. I wonder how your first year in Heaven went. I bet Suzzane went crazy when she saw you. Did she look the same as she did at 16. Or was she grown up? Does she know how much I love and miss her? Do you know how much I miss you and mom and Dorie? The world is a scary place at the moment and not being able to talk to you makes it so much hardier. If life had been normal we would have been in Oklahoma with Jr.…